some much

Looks like this is going to be very hard.  Do we all have active brains while high(or coming down)?  Why does it seem like I can't turn off my thoughts?  not really a bad feeling...

last words

got scared about suicide upon thinking about my title.  One of the topics I hope to cover in my journal.  Which I have realized this mainly is...
can you figure that out?


grammar

^^
try to understand

^^^
but with touches like these it seems I am still open to people viewing all of my mental utterences

dont know what this is about^.  Probably something to do with feeling scared about talking about suicide.

aite dawgs

I'm sorry if you disagree with my language; it was part of my culture growing up in the suburbs outside DC.(<--)Had to google if posting my location is a bad idea.  My new value is the world is changing to more a peaceful place, those worries are outdated.  Let me hope so...(especially with my chosen career path).  All of this is coming at you all a little bit dopaminafied**don't think that's a word**  as a result of recent cannabis inhalation.  Yes, I inhaled...what's up with president's saying that?(politicians as well).

let's see how my next thoughts go  
there's more to come