Lost a hardrive that had a good doc. i would have liked to share on this site.  It was basically other journal stuff.  Im here at school and think others around me are ignorants.  (<related)  Ive learned about how much sleep can affect mood.  A thought related to the being surrounded by ignorants is the detrimental effects of being around people you don't like.  In a good mood it doesnt matter as much.  How much?... neuroscience.  Genetics on our personalities.  People need to know this stuff.    ...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wow i really beleive that.  education is very important.  I cant experience new things wen I have to nail a diagnosis of seeming studpidity everytime I interact with someone.  There is no good reason to beleive you have a soul everybody.  YOu believe it because your social group does, and that may make you happy, but it does not work with others.  Havent u ever learned to do good to your neighbor?  Good and evil.....  stupid concepts....   I hate(<word first used and then thought about "hate is such a bad word") religious people.  Hate...googleing..  it does indeed(<another funny word imo)  seem rather violent.  wow, language is another one of those things...  strange, interesting, im sure amazing and beautiful.  Just those words themselves carry so much.  Carry so much.  words...  expressing oneself is a difficult task, undertaking, duty, challenge, difficulty.  And we dislike and judge people on their usage.  knowledge.  learning.  education.  fuck you.  fuck me?  ya.  people can be assholes, I see why people kill people.  Change the world, kill stupid, annoying, ignorant people, there will be less of them. also mean, rude, or inconsiderate.  These traits must be consistently exhibited and documentation will be required.  Of course people can change, and so this statement is too much to take seriously.  Thoughts need to be explored, not stressed out of existence.  religious people...  life man.  its here.  but its also not what you think.  and also exactly what you think.  we just machines tryin to fuck and survive.  but we have emotions.  roads, channels, paths, networks, avenues,



soryr for spelling errors.  I noticed sometimes meaning changes if only one letter changes.  Everything changes nearly infinitesimally every milisecond.  FUCK.  get money.  get safe.  get rid of extreme ignorance and religion.